We had a glorious Mother's Day. We went to Allaire State Park again, as we did last year, and the weather cooperated this year! We walked around, took her on the swings, and ate some lunch and played in the grass outside the chapel that Sean and I got married in. I just loved every minute of it! The one piece that was missing was my mom, but Kiera fills my heart so much that I actually didn't cry this year...shocking.
Sean has begun a "new job" this week. He had to leave his archaeological job because they weren't paying their employees...sooo he's back at the Fudge Kitchen four days a week and two days with his professor at Monmouth University. So there are four days when I will be a single mom and it's exhausting! Sean's been away before, but there's always a light at the end of the tunnel...we're stuck here until October!! Urg. I know that it's what has to happen so that we can pay the mortgage, but I've never ever been so tired. I got up at 5am this morning, showered, got ready, got her up and out of bed, bottle, dealt with the dogs, got all our bags together, out the door to Nicole's by 6:45, 20 minutes to Nicole's, 40 minutes to work, WORK, WORK, WORK, meeting after work until 4:30, 30 minutes home, Nicole dropped Kiera off, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, eat, bath, bottle, bed, CLEAN, CLEAN, CLEAN. I'm done. He'll be home late tonight and I'll have a hand tomorrow and then he goes away again...sigh. So I have to pull it together and know that this is what our family needs right now and just smile when he actually gets paid!
I'm off to finish watching American Idol...GO ADAM...and pop into bed!! Good night!