Thursday, August 13, 2009

Mid-August

The time is coming dangerously close when I have to return to work and I couldn't be sadder. I hope that I have given Kiera an outstanding summer...one that I can remember...We've been busy bees back and forth to the beach, swimming in our neighbor's pool, and playing playing playing.

The time is also coming near to when we bring her to a new sitter. Nicole was our ultimate Godsend last fall and now the future is quite unknown. With Nicole I knew that Kiera would not only be taken care of, but loved like she was one of Nicole's own children and Nicole did not disappoint. There was never one day that I worried about Kiera's well-being...now...who knows. I like this new sitter, but I don't know her...she's not our friend...I'm sure it will be fine fine fine...but the unknown is scary. I just wish that we would win the lottery that we never enter and I wouldn't have to work :) And Sean wouldn't have to travel all the way down to Cape May every week to work and we could be home and happy :) But that is not to be, so off I go, back to work to love someone elses children for 8ish hours a day while someone else loves mine. *sigh*